The title expresses a large number of my feelings towards my blog. I really do care, I'm just very very lazy. For instance, I really want to have played a large part of the way through the Playstation 2 game Okami by now. Instead, I've mostly just sat around watching tv and reading books so far over break.
Don't get me wrong its been fun, I just haven't really done what I wanted to do. And tomorrow I'm going back to my high school and then I've got a doctor's appointment. Joy of joys! So I wont have done any of what I wanted to do by 4 oclock tomorrow. Which really sucks. However, after I'm done this entry I will in fact be playing me some Okami.
Another reason why I really want to be playing Okami, or any video game for that reason is because I asked for alot of games for Christmas, particularly RPG's and I really want to beat the ones I'm playing in order to start the new ones. Like Persona 4 and Odin Sphere. Both of which are long games. What else.... all the devil may cry's except 4, Chrono Trigger, Luminous Arc 2, and I know there are still like 2 I'm forgetting.
So basically, what I'm saying is- I have a ton of fucking video games to play.
Specifically, before break ends I want to get like halfway through Okami, I want to beat Final Fantasy XII which I'm like halfway through, but I have a guide, so that won't be hard and I'm on the Final Boss in Final Fantasy X, so I should definitely be able to beat that before break ends.
So basically, FFXII and FFX will be easy to beat... Okami not so much.
But enough of video games, on to more... philosophical things. Heh heh, philosophical. We'll go with that.
So today I realized that I do some of my best thinking in the shower. Which I thought about in the shower. I also realized that if I do serious thinking in the shower, I take long-ass showers. Incredibly long showers. Also, I do some of my best thinking before I fall asleep at night. Maybe I won't be playing Okami tonight, maybe I'll just go think. Especially since its getting late.
Also, for the future, if I ever change my mind mid-blog again, its because it takes me awhile to write these things, so usually I'll change my mind a few times while writing an entry.
I wish something good where on tv right now, because then I'd actually be awake and into it, instead I'm feeling kind of lethargic and uncaring. My desire to do anything worthwhile has pretty much followed suit over the past few days. I don't mind sitting around reading but I just wish I could actually get off my ass to do more. I have been doing alot of shopping, but I feel like theres no way I'm going to finish by Wednesday. I dunno, I feel like I should have so much more done by now and it just sort of sucks cause I sit here on the couch and go, man I should be doing something. But I dont really want to do anything except sit here. Sure, playing a game is just sitting here but I don't know, I just don't want to.
In fact, I really don't want to be blogging anymore. I sat down with so many ideas and now they've just sort of all drained away.
I'm sure they'll come back to me at some point, and in fact I'm surprised that I blogged this far, let alone at all. So, I guess what I'm trying to say is, until next time, peace.
The Kid
~Platinum
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