Monday, August 3, 2009

I cant think of an indie enough title for this post...

But then again, maybe I just did.
Fallout boy would be proud.

Anyway, I'm blogging now because, well, there isnt really much else I actually want to do. I feel like I did when I was studying for finals in the library- reluctant to do anything at all besides sit and stare. I'm not really sure why, but I think it has to do with my being so tired of late.
I've been working catering shifts- which often entail basically 10 hours of hard labor and not much else. I'm not actually complaining about the work itself- I think its fun and its a good workout and it certainly helps that the pay isnt half bad either- but the following days after are less then pleasant. What compounds this is that I have to go to Y basically daily to work out for track. So this just makes me more tired. I'm piling layers of tiredness one on top of the other and I never really feel like doing stuff. But I have chores/jobs around the house to do so I do them to. It usually takes me a while to get started but I get them done eventually. Blah. I dont really mind I just feel kind of useless when I'm so tired. all I want to do is sit. How entertaining right? I think another part of that is that I'm kind of depressed. I havent seen the girlfriend in 3 weeks and I havent been able to talk to her for the past week. Shes out of the country and doesnt get service. And my circle of friends that are here in DE is unfortunately quite small, so I havent been able to do much. In short, I miss her. A lot.
But I digress...
Also, I've been sitting here for literally almost the past hour trying to get myself to play a video game but I just can't find one that I want to play. It doesnt help I have a relatively small selection (I'm at my dads and almost all my games are at my moms) but I just still cant get myself to play anything. I find it kind of funny that I finally beat FFX and now I cant get myself to play anything else. Okami requires too much effort to play right now, I dont feel like grinding in Persona 4, I dont want to start any of the devil may cry's, I have no idea where I am in Mass effect, I dont have access to SFIV online and thats the only place I want to play for the challenge, I dont want to grind in Blue Dragon and I dont feel like putting in the thought to make vehicles in Banjo Kazooie: Nuts and Bolts.
Thats all I have here.
But, I think that maybe, just maybe, I'll play some Persona 4. If i dont grind through this one day then I dont think I'll ever get anywhere in the game ever again.
Lets see what then, shall we?

The Kid
~Platinum

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