So, now that I'm home and full of delicious food from last night's two delicious meals (I hope you all had wonderful and/or humorous Thanksgivings as well!) I think I need to post about something that has to do with home.
There's a girl here that I know, and like, but she isn't The Girl. So for those reasons, we'll call her The Lady Friend. Whenever I'm home we usually end up hanging out at some point (we will be later on today) and whenever we hang out I usually leave liking her alot more than I did before. The trouble is, I know it won't work out between us, especially now with the distance. In highschool, maybe it would have worked, I can't really be sure, and I was taken at the time. But I know that I like her and I think that if there weren't a few obstacles like distance and age in the way then I probably would call her The Girl.
The other thing stopping us, and I hate to say it, is that she has a history of not exactly being the most faithful of partners, and that doesn't work for me. And I know that if we were to date, it just would not work because of how far away I'd be, meaning I'd have no way of knowing what shes up to. I'd be paranoid as hell and my paranoia would be rationalized at some point I'm sure.
I hate to be so pessimistic, and she's such an awesome girl, but I don't know, this time I think I'm just being realistic.
Anyway, hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving!
The Kid
~Platinum
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